03-13-14 - Look

I want to look like a lion. Not like the weird people who get tattoos and implants and such. I mean the mane. Like Barry Gibb.


I wish I had better clothes. I know what I want, I just can't find it. I hate shopping so much; I go and spend hours and finally find what I want, and it doesn't fit right. Then I'm angry and frustrated that I wasted so much time.


I wish I could take a break from my work day and chill out with my family, or sit in a cafe, or just go for a stroll. But the whole time I'm thinking "I need to work, I need to work, I need to do this and that and this and that". It's bad.